thats cheating.

so. this dude that always pops up in my life for the past two years. we sext, even though he's got a gf but i never think of sexting as a problem, its like porn...right? at least to me. phone sex... I felt guilty after we did that once. THAT was way too personal. He's been dating this girl for a year. I try not to get involved and to leave them alone but it doesn't help even if we delete each others numbers since he MEMORIZED mine. then he has the nerve to expect me not to be having sex with other people. you can't break up with your gf but i have to sit here patiently waiting for you all pure and shit?? FUCK THAT. why does it all have to be up to him? I just want to get this sexual tension out of the way, fuck and move on with it!! But I don't want to be the whore who destroyed his relationship. I honestly have been very supportive of this relationship and even told him I didn't want to intervene. He just has some stupid hold over me that I cannot resist.

Please don't think I'm a horrible person random readers :(

I is not a homewrecker!!