mystic pizza.

I was watching mystic pizza and what Bill said to JoJo was right. She was only showing love for his dick! I know how that is. I friendzone the good guys and pine for the undateable ones.

Any mention of love, relationships or commitment and you can bet I'll be running far, far away. But then I spend my nights lying in bed, waiting to fall asleep fantasizing about a guy in a relationship. Who likes the idea of me as a nice option down the road. WTF is that??

I know how disgusting that is. I know how his mind games work, but they work. I don't know why. I forget about him then out of no where he's pushing his foot back in the door I was closing. Do I just fuck all these other guys waiting for him to sweep me off my feet? I'm being dumb, missing out on chances that I may never have again. I tell myself I will ignore his texts, his calls, his flirting...but I never do, I never can. And the damn ball is always in his court. It is annoying as hell.